anticipation?

I feel as though I'm waiting for something, though I'm not sure what it is.

I know that I'm going to receive a reprimand from my boss due to my attendance so far this year. I've been sick more than I care to remember, but it's only been a day each time....the problem is, it's been more than a few times since the first of the year.

I feel like there's something else that I'm anticipating....what I don't know...and that's what's bugging me I guess...

I've got some irons in the fire, so to speak, so we'll see how those turn out...I've decided to be more of the person who would rather move and be stopped than stand still and not be moved